Is this the best thing for me to do or am I getting it all wrong?
Am I doing what's right or am I hurting us both?
The ache inside grows, hightens, peaks and breaks again,
The space hightening and numbing the pain at the same time.
I feel the echo of you, ringing deep within me,
Surging up from deep in the well of my heart,
Pain, loss, anguish.
Yours.
Become mine.
The walls, the sheilds, are built to withstand from without.
But it is from inside the barrage comes.
I feel you hurt, I feel me hurt,
It mingles until I can't know from where it comes.
I curve, curl, quiver, I cannot.
I reach for you. Do you reach for me? No.
If this is juat an echo, what of you?
Are you consumed?
I scream inside. Why? Why am I doing this?
Why did I choose this path?
I burn within, without. Goddess save us, what am I doing?
Why don't I go to him? Why can't I save him?
Concern mingles with the pain,
Like a storm it rolls,
I cannot sit, I cannot be still
I cannot talk, I cannot chill,
I cannot stay, I cannot go,
I cannot hold on, I cannot let go.
Stuck in this place, this limbo.
For good or ill I dont know.
What can I do, What should I do?
I hate myself, yet cannot move.
I just want to see you.
